One day my peaCock will cum............

Happened to e over on TMZ.com andsaw this video. For some strange reason Buzznet does not like me today, and will not accept a link to the video. oh well.

While I am not a fan of Beyonce, you have to see this. She appears to have tryed head banging with her 20 lb weave on her head while going down stairs. Give her props, she flyes face first the fast way down and still gets up!! 

http://www.tmz.com/2007/07/25/beyonce-trips-out/

Well, I am driving tomorrow AM again to see what/if I can get some dental work done. it's getting tiresome already. I drive 3 hours, check in and wait. Finally get called & sat down.............only to be told that maybe I'm in the wrong place and should try to other dental clinic. Appears there are more dental clinics in that building then teeth in the human mouth.

Ok, what it actually is......is that as bad as I see some of my teeth being (cause I made sure to take great care of them for a reason, the damage done thru that medication's side-effects is horrible.) this will be my third try. last time was the guys that solely do root-canals. Got told that as is, the worst tooth is not a root canal but once they go in drilling cause of the drill vibration they might need to kill the tooth,do the root canal and all the nasty that goes with it.........and estimated cost is at $2,000. For the same amount I can get the tooth pulled and all my other teeth done plus any fancy work if I wanted. What can not understand at all, is where this whole attitude of just pull out the teeth came from. Hello! I need them!

If they will not work on that bad tooth in the back, maybe they will fix the enemal along the gumline front and center. it's so embarrassing, I think I stopped smiling completely. Take my advice, read the side-effects on your prescriptions, and don't ever let any doctor try to tell you it's all in your head. If that's one lesson I can pass on to others, at least it something.

I'll be getting held hostage cause I'm not taking my car, so I have to stay overnight up there. :( I will take my laptop, hopefully I will come across some wifi I can tap into Friday & Saturday. Guess i better pack some knitting while I'm at it.

Did I drink something funky back in 1991 and the past 16 years been a dream? Was on ticketmaster website and what do I see listed? WTF?

• Jethro Tull (ok that wouldn't be from anything I took, that would of been the effects of an acid trip of one of my parents. lol) Actually a cool band. The young ones do need to discover that a band can rock and still have a flute player. lol.
• Beastie Boys - Think we got drunk to them on my 15th birthday.
• Dream Theater !!!
• Velvet Revolver (sic) no comment
• Poison

Take a looksie around you will be surprised who has decided to dust off the spandex this summer.

Yes, I'm one of those people......I go through the recommendations and either add them to a list longer than I will ever get to rent or rate them if I saw the flick, etc. Well WTF do they stick on the top of my "we think you might like..." list today? Metallica!

Ready ladies for a really good laugh? All the viewer reviews are longer than the blurb for the comical description of this Documentary.  Appears they have a band therapist?! I knew about labels assigning babysitters aka Minders to self-destructive talent that they have money invested in. Just never thought group therapy was part of the package, ever! It's just so corporation that even corporations don't do it, unless a co-worker goes on a gun-crazed rampage through the building. (not making light of any incidents of people going postal)

Here goes, lifted off the netflix site:

After seeing this, it becomes difficult to refer to Metallica as a band. This is not a band. This is three barely literate dudes perpetuating the idea that they are the rock band known as Metallica. They have decided to stop writing songs, but merely assemble whatever collective emotional sludge that oozes when they are in the same room and spread it thinly over stomp grooves. Suffering from inertia brought on by too much time on their hands, unlimited funds, and vacation/rehab sabbaticals, they maintain an obligation to recording a new album despite barely tolerating the existence of each other. The three have many word-mincing sessions during which they are hardly able to express themselves or their anger. Their once incendiary music is now aimless, plodding, and without heart. And without passion or drive, what is Metallica left with? The dudes don't have much to be angry about, except each other. And the documentary clearly shows the members living wholly carefree lives outside the band. Kirk ambles around on his ranch, James takes multiple vacations and shoots a bear for fun, and Lars experiences the pains of selling his paintings from the past decade for millions of dollars through Christie's. Oh, but he was so attached to them! Choice comical scenes: Lars shrieking with frustration while failing to lock into a simple 4/4 riff. Lars shrieking the f-bomb because it's all he's feeling, man. Lars shrieking at the conversational level. Also, there's an hilarious scene where the camera pans along a whiteboard with potential song/album titles. You must set the DVD player to slow to appreciate all of these great morsels. In summary, a very funny documentary about people who have a hard time laughing at themselves.

 

Read Roger Ebert's take on the film! lol

http://rogerebert.suntimes.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20040730/REVIEWS/407300304/1023

As we were playing with the biorythm page.........that won't let me on! I know of others and came upon this break down of how the 3 seperate rythms combine to create whole.

http://www.whitestranger.com/compatibility.htm

as with anything on the web......take with a grain of salt. Just wanted to add to what all of you were getting number wise. I'm still trying to find a site that does the celeb compatibility, then I can join in the reindeer games.

Compatibility test. Love compatibility.

Relationship advices.

Each of biorhythms has its sphere of influence. Their compatibility or incompatibility influences our relationships with other people in different ways. Compatibility of biorhythms in love and family affairs can be well observed. There are nine possible combinations:

1. Three biorhythms are incompatible. External appeal, sex, money and a habit can be a reason of marriage. There is only a phantom of family. At the beginning of relationships there is the illusion that feelings exist, but it disappears as times goes by. When love has gone and there are no children or property, the family breaks up. Otherwise spouse are roommates who are dependent on each other financially, who torture each other and carry out a role of vampires, spoiling life of their own kids. 

2. Physical biorhythms are compatible. There is a strong physical attraction between partners and what is more a complete sexual satisfaction, which is the only reason for many families not to break up. But the partners need more than sex. A spiritual warmth and mutual understanding are also necessary. There is lack of it. 

3. Emotional biorhythms are compatible. The partners feel as if they haven't had such feelings before, especially from the woman's point of view. But in a period of time the man becomes indifferent, he is not satisfied with sex any more, love is passing away. It's difficult for a woman to submit, it's a kind of a tragedy for her. She can do everything to get him back, and then to get hold of him and make use of his powers. 

4.  Emotional and physical biorhythms are compatible. The situation is rather knotty. Partners clash very often, despite of a mutual attraction and sexual satisfaction. Women dream of getting hold of a partner and keeping him. It frightens a lot of men struggling for the independence and trying to free themselves of the persistent care. 

5. Intellectual biorhythms are compatible. The partners feel something similar to love, especially from the man's point of view. A woman can be attracted by the partner's ready tongue or his wits, but it becomes boring in a period of time. She finds nothing that brings warmth to her soul. The man starts to struggle for the happiness and women who marry such men are not lucky at all. 

6. Intellectual and physical biorhythms are compatible.  Women should be cautious! The partners have deep feelings similar to love. There are both an attraction and complete sexual satisfaction. At first women are very interested in sex appeal, IQ and other partner's positive traits of character impress them. Then a woman loses the interest and feels an emptiness of soul. The man does everything to conquer such a woman. 

7. Intellectual and emotional biorhythms are compatible. It is a Platonic love. Everything is good except sex. It is a variant of friendship and cooperation at all levels, a good choice for a secretary but not for a sexual partner. Young people whose feelings are developed more than their intimate relations can fall into such a trap. Sexual relations are very rare in such families or they don't exist at all. It is better for partners to have a rest from each other and sleep apart. 

8.  Three biorhythms are compatible (60-80%). There is stability, warmth and mutual understanding, which could be even stronger. People satisfied with reality are happy to have family relations that remind friendship. Perfectionists, who are looking for complete harmony, can destroy everything they should save. 

9. Three biorhythms are compatible (more than 80%). The true feelings and perfect sex are possible. Such couples can say that nobody knows what real love is: you needn't speak about feelings, you'd better feel it! There are clever, beautiful and healthy children in such families. They are always a success in life except the cases when they look for troubles. 

So, we have the characteristics of relationships from the biorhythmic point of view. Certainly, life is more complicated than theories and formulas. We can't always be together with the one we want. But we can avoid a lot of problems by choosing the right partner. 

I am so friggin pissed off right now. I know full well when you hestitate in this world you do indeed lose opportunities sometimes.

Deciding to be reasonable, money has been tight......I decided to put off buying a ticket to see HIM. For a few reason I did this. Attending by myself not to appealing, as a transplant to the area I don't have a partner in crime to drag along. Then I'm not exactly into the rest of the bands booked on the tour. Well, the oddest thing apears to be happening. Buying legitimate tickets for this damn show...........the closer we get to the event and the worse the actual seats get...........THE HIGHER THE PRICE?! WTF! since when does it work that way? Originally could of gotten very close to the stage for $65 now? second level of venue for $130!  ***steam coming out of ears*** Sorry, even I will now be ok money wise till the Fall grant money comes through, looks like I will still not see Ville Valo live. $65 I could talk myself into spending what I shouldn't be spending, $130 is completely insane on my current budget.

I'll be not around on Monday.....driving 3 hours for the dentist and back. Will find out when I get there if we are looking at a root canal or a pull. *grumbles* Wishes that they would do a pro bono work *sigh* actually I take that back. It's bad enough it's a dental school (me=guinea pig for a dental student) you get what you pay for in this world so the idea of a dental student armed with a drill and offering to do "free" work is as appealing as being offered a FREE TATTOO. <<<usually a sign you are going to get work done by a scratcher. Not on my to do list in this life time.

Any whoo, if I'm up to it Tuesday...we'll continue the reindeer games.

Just a heads up, my wonderful technology is completely acting up.

**resists urge to drop kick Vaio laptop piece of crap across room**

Using the school library computer as it was handy cause I was on campus. The Laptop is a complete Diva, and is waiting for me at home in some error mode currently. Hopefully if it requires a clean wipe, it will be nice to me and due it quickly. I'm in no mood for anymore lip from that computer as it is. She tried suicide in Febuary, had to put her on lifesupport and do a harddrive transplant & augmented her RAM. She took with her the whole semester worth of research for my thesis papers the week they were due.

So please keep your fingers crossed that I will only fall behind a day or so in the fun.

Rock on.

None of the pictures on any of my on-line profiles is really up to date. not that I've morphed into some strange beast that I know of or anything. It's just that I realized I simply hadn't had my picture taken in a while.

When I got dressed today and looked in the mirror, for some reason I had the big hair thing going on. Let's call it the Wild Woman hair, it's long, dark, and can have a mind of it's own at times. Tired of looking like a bum with my hair tied up tight all the time, I simply put one if those hair-band combs in it to keep it out of my face. Decided to grab the handy dandy cell phone since it has a camera.........how does anyone manage to take pictures of themselves with those things? Jeez.

First off, me without my eyeglasses = blind as bat. then trying to get the camera far enough away to not be a shot straight up my nose! Alas there is no evidence of this photo shoot. I erased the pictures. I looked like one mighty mean angry bitch in them. Wasn't the look I was going for. LMAO! Hmmmm I really hope I haven't been walking around looking like a complete sourpuss.

Then I decided to go into surrealist mode.

Everyone Please do an intervention if I start posting pictures that look straight out of A Clockwork Orange. OK. Please.

I've been a lip balm junkie for years. I admit it. Look in my bag and you are sure to usually find 3 of those little tubs of goop. Gawd forbid I get caught without any. LOL. Hence being equipped with more than one at a time. Can not figure out exactly what is in this one brand to cause addiction (not kidding, once your hooked no one should be around you when coming off. You might bite them!)

Well, just restocked up and what should happen!? I can't get the caps off them! Guess the company  got a lot of complaints about getting home from the store and finding someone else has been there before you. I'm an old hand at this so I normally check them before buying. Appears the caps are now being put on with the grip of death. As I struggled and the fight progressed, I took a step back and looked at the sheer lunacy of the situation. So I did what any other non-normal person does, I took pictures and am now putting on display this lunacy for all:

I still haven't managed to get the LIP CRACK open.

Give me a break, I have few vices in life........managed to stop smoking after 15 years cold turkey, thank you very much. Why why why why why! I just want to get inside my lip balm! AHHHHHHH!

Sorry about the one word journal post. that was shameful.

Basically we all know dental problems are never fun. I am one of the many in the US that falls under the category of UNDER-INSURED. It's the no man's land, no politicians will ever be talking about how to help people with gaps in health insurance that they can not help. I have medical, prescription but not dental coverage. No one will sell me a separate dental insurance rider. *gives them the middle finger* As I don't plan on hanging out at the old-age home down the road and bouncing on some old guy in a wheel chair & oxygen tank's lap in hopes to get a sugar daddy......I'm up the crap river with no paddle.

Unfortunately this would not normally be a problem except I was put on a medication a little over a year ago that created some side-effects. Messed up some of my teeth, some kind of chemical reaction between my natural body chemistry and the RX.

I went from my nice slightly too big for my small mouth pearly whites to being embarrassed. It's a killer for any woman's self-esteem I guess. Yesterday I drove close to 3 hours away to the only dentist college in the state that has a clinic that offers services at a reduced rate. nothing happened besides my getting super spazzy over the thought of the what-ifs and could-Be's.

I kind of ended up in the wrong clinic somehow. It's so hard on the telephone to pry information out of what I call the Gatekeepers. Even though it's not going to affect them one way or the other, they spend there day answering the phone to supposedly answer your questions. Instead, they feel like they need to make it hard for people to gain access to services that are available and that they need.

So 3 hour drive each way, $40 out of pocket, had a head jaw xray, and basically given a choice. They were not going to even look in my mouth at all. from the xray.......they saw the situation and basically said, maybe all I need is a root canal (OK) but they weren't going to say so or not. With these people it was a pair of pliers or leave. I WAS IN THE EXTRACTION ONLY ZONE! To pull or not to pull, that was the question. With no one to tell me if I really didn't need to pull. WTF! I did get the phone # for the so-called correct clinic, and the soonest they can see me? FREAKING OCTOBER! *sigh* At least there is some hope in the coming months.

time to film a video of how you can help a poor fuzzy galored with the donation the price of a cup of coffee (@ starbucks) not 1970's prices anymore.

Ugh.....